Among you

The pieces of hay
Leaves me in misery
My heart is just a piece of clay
You leave me full of envy

Envy to the dead
Envy to people who can let go
Envy to a decapitated head
But why? you weren't willing to show

Show me trust
you filled me with lies
You are everything I disgust
And in some way I hope she dies

The one person you care about
So karma strikes two

So one can feel my lonely shouts
Because I don't think you have a clue

A clue of what was going on
In my head, to you I was nothing
I feel like a moron
Believed that I was something

Now something going to hit you
I am sure I feel like i know that
And then what are you going to do

Lost in the limbo of my aftermath

You may not see me worthy
Because you just told honest lies
But I won't feel filthy
When any thing dies

I am nothing
I am everything

A ghost of a human soul
A human not ready to pay death toll

I am among you