Explanation of my time

I don't wanna give up my heart
ugly
how it's all torn up and scared
beautifully
deformed from be so much apart

I show a smile to people around me
Lie
about my happiness of not to be
truth by
I don't feel anyone is everything I wanna see

Looking out at what we call
Heaven
But it's all in all
Hell on
earth that hides in the nightfall



Change in plot line
Change in rhyme
Change in I don't wanna be left broken hearted all the time

If the clock had a count
Of how many times
I've sit here wishing that time could rewind

There would be a thousand
and a thousand more o's
Cause I don't wanna be denied

I wish I could give it
And that you would catch my fall
But now I can only sit
And give nothing at all

Sorry
But I can't see love
true story
Of everything behind the little snuff